I love to write... I have a lot to write, but not enough time so i'll write more later...K? I'm back! So i guess you could say that my life could be better. And I guess you would be right. But I love my life, wether or not people chose to beleive that or not. I love my boyfriend to death, I would give the world to be with him and bare as well as raise his child (with his help of course)
I don't think people understad me. I think that some may try, and that helps alot. But I hate it when people look down on me when I tell them that I want to be a stay-at-home-mother. Is that what our world is becoming? That a woman gets looked down on when she wants to stay at home and raise a family? I would rather have a good strong relationship with my family then to have a carrer that could be pulled from beneathh my feet at any second. I'm not saying that I don't want to work, a part time job during school hours would be prefect for buying little things for everybody now and then.
But then I also get critisised when I reveail to people that I have actually sat down and planned my life out. They say I should stop worring about my future. But who said I was worring about anything, I plan all this in my spare time, is that a bad thing? Besides, since when was it a bad thing to plan ahead? It's not like I'm going to try and folow a set plan to the tee, I'm not that robotic! I don't think planningis a bad thing at all. Isn't how I see my life all that matters anyway? Can't I have a say so in my future? That's how I prepare myself. Shouldn't that be looked at as a good thing? And if not, then what the hell is it?!?
I think I'll decide how to be happy. That's what everyone should do!